missing him

we finally met last may 29, 2005 and it was one of the best moments of my life. never mind the fact that he's disabled because of his injury; i'm thankful he's alive and he's back at home. during his 4 day stay here in manila, i was with him provided that i wasn't on duty. i even thought of skipping one day of duty work, just to be with him.. that day was his 2nd to the last, but i was on duty. nuts! parting was so painful. the following day, he flew to bicol.

we communicate through text messages and calls. it's not enough. i want his physical presence beside me. i'm longing for our sweet exchanges and our time together. i'm dreaming of his voice, smile, and touch.

i miss him.

his homecoming 2

finally, he arrived home last friday night via emirates.. he was supposedly scheduled to arrive earlier but what the heck?.. i didn't mind meeting him up at the airport.. i didn't mind meeting him almost every day (provided that i wasn't on duty that day).. yet, parting was such sweet sorrow.. i had a hard time saying "see you later" to him.. even if i was somewhere else, my mind was with him.. at the end, i was so eager & excited to see him again.. the scenario was that i was the one going to his place most of the time, instead of the other way around.. heck!.. it doesn't matter!.. he was handicapped temporarily because of his injury.. i don't wanna think or risk him having another one just because of me.. yesterday's parting was the most painful for me.. i didn't want to leave him.. i felt like taking a 1 day break from hospital work, but we were on duty.. he left for bicol this morning.. i know he's enjoying himself there right now in the company of family, relatives & friends.. he's well taken cared of.. he deserves it..

i'm counting the days when he'll be here again..